disappointments again♥'
whats the true meaning of friendship .?
a friend is smone who would never give up
on you .
smone who would always want nothing but
the best for you .
smone who would always encourage you to
think positively and do them positively .
smone who would scold you when you
get stupid .
smone who would cry with you if smth
were to happen to you .
smone who would feel proud and happy
for you when you succeed in smth .
smone who would get very disappointed when
you were to break a promise .
today's post is for all my precious friends out there .
it doesnt matter if you're far away ., or always near to me .
it doesnt matter it we always meet .,
or we barely see each other's face .
but esp for a few friends whom im mostly disappointed with .
you know who you are .
i've never given up on you guys . i keep advising .
but its proven now that no matter what i do .,
it wont change you .
i just dont want anyth9ing stupid to happen to you .
i've lost friends ., and im still losing them .
a lot are behind bars right now .,
and more are gonna be . including my own brother .
how would you expect me to feel .?
HAPPY ABOUT IT .?
im fcuking disappointed with each and every one
of you . VERY .
you should control ur temper .,
instead of letting ur temper control you .
get it .?
i know im not good enough as a friend for you .
i know im not good enough as a human being too .
human beings makes mistakes every day .
but you should try to avoid them .
im still trying and struggling myself dude .
and i'll keep on striving .
i'll never give up on myself .
but now ., i've given up on you guys .
you have proven to me that i've not
been a good friend to all of you .
and from today onwards ., i swear to god
that i'll stop interfering in ur issues if there's any .
i swear that i'll stop scolding you when you
do smth stupid .
i swear i'll ZIP MY FCUKING GOD DAMN
MOUTH UP from this moment onwards .
im still ur friend no matter what happens .,
but i might not be the same friend you expect me to be .
i'll mend my ways .
p/s: i have failed to be a good/true friend .
and im sorry .
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