im lazy to update .!

pictures will do okay people .? *winks*

done .! happy viewing jer laah ye .!

will update properly soon .!

insya allah ., hehhs .

Toodles .!

toodles .!

bsok town .? malas pon ade .

sentosa anyone .? feel free to text me up ppl .!

toodles:D

semekom semue .!

nmpk tk tu gmbr kt atas .? gile kan mas .?

haha ., masgilerr mah . lol . gile slalu .

sape2 nk langgar wire mas kene jage2 kay .?

tngk tu gmbr btol2 . nmpk taring mas tk .?

nk kene gigit tk .? lol . kk aku random rabak niey kay .

sorry horr kpade org yg tk suke aku nyee mepek .

tk suke BERAMBOS ahh ape lagi tunggu kan .

kk mas update siket kay .?

smlm mas umpe Isma . gi try interview keje kt tamp.

7 eleven kt 400 plus there near dunman sec . Hykal yg

tlng mas recommend . die keje sane . die kate kt sane mmg

tgh cari org yg nk keje ., so i just gave it a shot lorr .

mane tawuu nnti rezeki mas ade kt situ kan .?

tk cuba ., tk tawuu . mas pon tk cewet sngt psl keje .

asl kan halal da cukop afdal . btol tk .?

baguuuus . after interview kite chitchat sambil

mkn jap . mcm2 kite bbual eyhh Isma .?

sukeeee .? haha ., after that i went straight home .

niey mas tgh tunggu Isma upload gmbr niey . pffffft .

today i springclean ibu's room . aman and isz

kemas bilek kakak . dapor kite same2 kemas .

mcm rajin gituk adek aku today . goooood .!

heeee ., aku satisfied . da bersih .! huuhuuu

after that umpe AbbyKecorable .die turon bwh blk mas

along with NashKeciq . nash ., sumpah kau irrits gilebabi

kacau2 aku gituk .! kau nk kene pe dgn taring aku .? lol

tu gmbr dipetik time Mas tgh lepak dgn Abby last week . masai kan .!

nk cover eyebag siket so pkai shades yg Abby bwk siket hari .

check2 shades Meo daaa .! haha ., Nash kau diam .

tk perlu comment bodo kau .! irrits . chilled with the two

lovebirds smpai pecah2 perot aku dibuatnyee .

abey nk cium2 depan aku .? SUMPAH AKU TK JEALOUS .

menyampah lagik ade .! weeekkkkweeekkkk .! haha

at almost 7 dorg gerak ubi . Abby teman Nash maen takraw daa .

sweet ahh tu kira .? aku pon ley buat laah kay .! ELEEEEHHHH .!

then then Mas tunggu AhlanStar smpai bedok .

die nk beli rokok cap merah kt sane .! haha ., so Mas tlng lorr

since die tk tawuu sape yg jual . heeeeeeee:D

Ahlan ., ignore her kay .? you got ur life and she got hers .

gi mampus dgn die kay .? kau tu concentrate dgn diri kau dulu .

stop that habit of urs alright my friend .?

 K daa ., Mas nk tydo now . toodles

MASgilerr signing out .!

today is a lame day for me .

i didnt have much sleep . i only slept for 2 hours .

slept at 8 am and woke up at 10 am .

i have been having only 3-4 hours of sleep this past week .

i guess i had too much thinking to do .

and now my eyebags are begging me to SLEEP right away .!

but how to sleep when my mind is not at all calm .?

i hate this feeling . it makes me feel so useless .

mas tkde mood ., too much to explain here .

in short ., disappointments always happen now and then .

 life is still a long way to go ., and i still have a lot more

obstacles to go thru . i wonder if i'd make it to the end .

i wonder for how much longer i could stay this strong .

im a normal human being ., and i get weak easily at times too .

its just a matter of seconds now that i feel like

bursting to tears again . this sucks a lot .

ya Allah ., keep me strong . give me the strength that

my mum has . i want to be as strong as her .

she's been able to go thru a lot of painful things for the

past 30 yrs . im struggling to hold on just for her sake .

all these while ., i've been putting up with a lot of nonsense

bcoz of her . i struggled to kick my bad habits for her .

whatever i do ., its for those eyes ya Allah .

keep me strong pls ., i love her more than anything

else in this world .

friendships ., relationships ., education .

everything failed . how i wish i could run away from everyone

forever . but i just couldnt . i dont know how to

describe my feelings right now . i wanna pour it all out .

but i just cant . maybe one day ., everything will be

solved if only i have the heart to do smth that will end everything .

i dont trust men ., i dont trust anyone just anyhow .,

and i dont trust my own instincts now .

i cant cope anymore and i cant concentrate on any

1 thing anymore . im bursting already .

AKU TKDE MOOD ., sorry if i hurt anyone's

feelings today . maafkan mas kay .? :c

the end ., TOODLES

nothing much to blog about .

seriously ., i've been lazy . im not goin out tmr .

im very tired from all the running around here and there .
niey meo lak mntk kene sepak dgn mas .! hehhs .
meo tk sabar eyhh kene sepak .?
nk tambah tattoo .? jgn bbual dgn aku lagik kay .?

Iffa Lala ., get well soon babe . im praying hard

for you . it saddens me to see you at that state .

i was relieved ur operation went well ., but i got shocked when

ur mom told me that ur condition worsened .

be strong babe ., hang in there . im here .

Isma ., Mizzy ., Fyda and some others .,

bersabar jek laah ye .? ignore sudaa tu sume .!

they're still immature . so dont waste ur time aiite .

bilabilamausteady sudaa girls .!

and here are some leftover pics that i didnt manage to update

on my previous post .

RianTurtle ., the bday boy

AbbyKecorable

RianKecykRetro

EllyBebe

to others ., grab gmbr korg dari sini kay .?

TOODLES .!

MASgilerr signing out ;D