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Today's AA1 Lesson Was Fine But I Got Confused With A Lot
Of Things . I Didn't Quite Understand But I Didn't Bother To Ask .
I Was Rushing To Copy Down Everything Shown On The Projector .
Jing Wen Was Rushing Too . She Asked Me "You Understand?" . I Replied "By The Look On My Face , What Do You Think ? NO !" . Seriously , I Didn't Understand Siaa . But What To Do , My CA Was Busy Going "Blahblahblahblahblah" . That's What She Sounded Like To Me . Hahahh .
After Class , I Met The Rest Of My Friends . They Were At Cafe 1 , As Usual . Then Isma Came And Joined Us ! After Some Time , We Played Pool Then Headed To Indoor Sports Hall . Iqsan , Azin , Amy And Fad Got Takraw . While Waiting For Them , Me And Isma Camwhored For A While . And Seriously , We Took Quite A Lot Of Pictures Today ! Hahahh . Suke Eyhh Isma ? Huahua .
After Some Time , I Saw Zack !
I Was Shock To See Him Cause I Thought That He Was Still At The Hospital . Isma Accompanied Me To Cafe 2 To Meet Him .
His Attitude Really SUCKED Towards Me . Boncet And Yazid Was There Too . Serious , I Got Fcuked Up Kept Quiet , Didn't Talk Much .
Before He Went Off , We Spoke At A Corner For A While .
His Words Really Hurt Me A Lot . What Does He Expect Me To Do Man ?
I Am Who I Am . There Are Things That I Can Change For The Better But There Are Things That I Can't . This Is ME , The Crazy Schoolgirl That My Friends Know . The So-Called Tomboy Girl .
I May Be Rough , But I'm Still Feminine . It's Really Hard To Please You Zack . I Can't Be The Way You Want Me To Be . Please , Accept Me For Who I Am Or You Can Just Give Up On Me Okay ?
Bloggers , I'm Really Confused . I Don't Know What To Do Next .
Any Advice ? Well , That's It For Today . I Need My Rest And Music , Then I'll Be Off To Sleep . Got Early Morning Class Tomorrow .
Till Here Then , Good Night .
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